Escapes
All alone in a dark room,
suicidal thoughts run through my mind.
because everyone walked out on me.
and left me here to be.
they don't care if i cried.
they won't feel guilt if i died.
because no one ever loved me.
you're just like the rest
but i never blamed you
because i know i love you.
but why did you betray my trust?
took my hand, made me believe in you,
then did what the rest would do:
walk away from me too.
but don't you know this is what i fear?
without you, and being alone here.
i promise to forgive you
if you turn back.
and look me in the eyes
then tell me you love me,
and that you really want me back.
I'll be waiting.
That Soul
.ashlyn elsdon
.fifteen
loves:
.the beach
.my music
.and you
You'll never know how i feel about you.
because i know i can't love you.
Those feelings always hidden,
and stuck deep within me.
This has been going on for ages,
but this secret just can't be revealed
I can hardly take it anymore.
And i know one day, i'll break down.
but i'm still trying to keep it all in right now.
I'm doing all this just because i love you.
just because i love you too much.
-I'll die to be in your arms,
and i wish i can stop acting;
stop pretending.
